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Wolfram von Bielefeld

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[19 Aug 2006|02:22am]
[ mood | relieved ]

I'm sorry if any of you have been looking for me for the past few weeks. Some...things came up, and Mura and I ended up going to Earth for a while. We're back now, though, so if there was anything particularly pressing that I was to be involved with, I can address it now. Maybe. If it doesn't involve any serious physical activity.

I..um...injured myself while I was there and I'm still not quite fully recovered. Now that I'm finally able to see Giesela and use maryoku, though, I should be better in no time.

Yuuri: When you can find the time, I'd like to speak with you.

And I think that's about it. Oh, except for the part where I plan on burning down Shinou Temple, but that's not a big deal, right?

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[15 Jun 2006|01:52am]
[ mood | pleased ]

HA. I FIXED HIM. THE WEDDING IS ON. And he thought he could escape ♥

Weller. You WILL attend my wedding. Understand this and accept it. I don't care that you're being a baby and trying to run away from..whatever. Really, what are you running from again? I don't know. But you're staying. Because I don't want to have to deal with how dumb and depressed everyone would be if you left. Especially Yuuri.

Aniue. Make up with von Christ already. His constant shouting of poetry in the courtyard below your window is distracting to me and the new recruits that I'm having to train. They're already dumb enough on their own, they don't need any more excuses to screw up everything that I try to get them to do. At least they're relatively attractive. That's the only thing a lot of them have going for themselves.

Greta, would you mind accompanying me to the seamstress one day? You need to be fitted for a gown for the wedding.

As for me, well...I'm doing just fine now ♥

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[08 Jun 2006|10:27pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Sometimes I have minor lapses in judgment and I can be such a fool...

But I think...it'll be okay. I don't know why, but I'm feeling better about everything now.

He'll come around. He better.

And as for that stupid ball game thing...I'll give it a shot. But only one! If it's boring, I quit!

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[02 Jun 2006|03:15am]
[ mood | distressed ]

Alright, WHO THE HELL HIT MY FIANCE ON THE HEAD?! I swear to Shinou, I'm going to kill whichever one of you did it. This is..this is...

...I don't know what I'm going to do. To have this happen right in the middle of planning our wedding. And he doesn't BELIEVE me and I don't know what to do to make him and...


He's the crazy one, right? Not me. We ARE engaged, aren't we?? Murata and I? We have to be, I remember it all and I have the ring on my finger! Where else would I have gotten that?!

Besides, I remember EVERYTHING. From the very beginning of our relationship! I didn't make it all up, I know I didn't!!

...someone tell me I'm right. Please.

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[23 May 2006|09:07pm]
[ mood | irritated ]


I mean, it's not like I really want to leave Murata, but I want to help aniue!! But as usual, he has no faith in my abilities as a soldier WHICH IS STUPID BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TRAINING MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I HAVE MY OWN ARMY!

I was "too young" for the last war, but I'm old enough now!!! I want to help!!

There's always a new excuse, though.

I swear...

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[16 May 2006|01:34am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I'm starting to get REALLY ANNOYED about Weller's stupid wedding.


...I mean, not everything is ready for my wedding, but I still can't give a date since I have to wait for Weller!

Not to mention hahaue has run off again, delaying the stupid ceremony EVEN MORE. There's really no telling when she'll decide to show up again and it's just so FRUSTRATING.

And then there's the baby craze going on. Now really, I like babies and all, but I don't mind waiting until all of this madness has ended and I'm happily married and settled. It really doesn't matter to me when I get Liesel, he'll still be the best.

There's also the matter of redoing Mura's and my shared bedroom. I've talked to the proper people about the bed that I'd like and it's currently being made while the bedding I want has been ordered, but there's really no telling when the ship will arrive. Sigh.

Sometimes my life can be so stressful.

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[06 May 2006|08:05pm]
[ mood | lonely ]


I've been trying to keep myself busy by beginning to arrange stuff for the wedding (still no clue about the date, though), but it's depressing because as soon as I run out of things to do, I realize how boring it is around here.

I haven't gotten much sleep either because I've been worrying so much. I mean...what if something happens? We wouldn't find out about it for days. He's supposed to come back tomorrow, but what if he doesn't? I don't know what I'd do.

On the bright side, though, I've decided on what my gown will look like. It'll take a while to sew and then I have to be fitted and "accidently" pricked with needles about eight million more times but so far, I think it's going to be perfect.

Hahaue seems resolute on decorating with beautiful wolframs, and I have to admit that it makes sense and it would look very nice.

But really, we're getting ahead of ourselves...because Weller hasn't had his stupid wedding yet and it's taking FOREVER. Oh, and to certain people, really, I couldn't care less whether you approve of my engagement or not. You're not even RELATED to me. If you can't attend the ceremony without making smart-aleck remarks about how what I've decided to do with my life isn't logical or whatever reason you're trying to use to forgive your misdirected PMS then don't come. The world will keep spinning for me.

Anyway, for right now, I believe I'm supposed to go and see Weller's orphan child Liesel will be prettier.

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[04 May 2006|01:36am]
[ mood | Absolutely perfect. ]

Attention everyone:

I would like to formally announce the engagement of myself and Murata Ken/The Great Sage.

No, we don't know the date yet. In fact, we don't know much of anything, except that we're going to get married sometime and it's going to be the event of the year and all of you are going to attend and tell me how beautiful I am.

I need to meet with the seamstress so she can get my measurements and so I can tell her what I want for my dress (no doubt it will at least take a few weeks to get perfect). Yes. I will be wearing a dress. Why? Because it's classy. And it will be white. And I will personally set the first person that makes a smartass comment about it aflame.

OH, there's just so much to do in a possibly short amount of time! And really, the only thing that I know for sure is that the ceremony will definitely be after Weller and Yozak's state wedding and about eight million times better. But they don't know when that will be and it's been put off forever so SIGH.

But I really can't bring myself to stress all too much because really, I'm getting MARRIED ♥

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[30 Apr 2006|03:41am]
[ mood | loved ]

Even despite what happened and the drama of Yuuri leaving and the fact that I have a horrible migraine...

...Liesel ♥ ♥ ♥

Ken von Bielefeld? Or Wolfram Murata?

..obviously Ken von Bielefeld.

Liesel von Bielefeld.

I'm going to go and take some aspirin now ♥


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[25 Apr 2006|11:38pm]
[ mood | bitter ]

So my brother Weller got married. So what?

Like it has anything to do with poor un-engaged, un-married me.

I don't care.

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[22 Apr 2006|04:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So I technically am not allowed to leave the infirmary until tomorrow (as that will be a week), but I'm already feeling so much better. Really, I can walk just fine and everything. My energy's completely back. I'm so tired of lying in bed all day. I want to go outside. Badly.

Murata. You and I. Picnic. Tomorrow. Just to let you know. I've already decided. You better agree. We'll decide on exactly where later.

I want to start training, too, so people will stop being so jumpy around me. I'm not going to randomnly lose my mind, okay? I've been told what happened from several different people and all of them said that I was provoked. So just..don't provoke me? Yes. I like that solution.

One more day one more day one more day.

I want to get out of here.

Oh, and just to let you all know, I don't care what anyone says, I will be staying in Murata's room from now on. Because all of this hiding-our-relationship trash is really annoying and just plain dumb when EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS ABOUT IT.

So, since I don't have a room of my own, this will be the solution. I've also already decided on this. So no arguments.

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[18 Apr 2006|07:28pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I swear, I don't think I'm ever going to get out of here. I'm going to be stuck in the infirmary forever, with the way things are going. Just one thing on top of the other...

But hopefully everything will calm down now and I'll be back to full strength in a week. But for now I just feel so...useless. I expected walking to be a bother but sometimes it takes effort just to brush my hair or do other trivial tasks like that...I just get tired really fast. And then I'm told to sleep but I'm tired of sleeping, as ironic as that sounds.

A few of you have been by to visit me already..and if you want to stop by again, I won't mind. Bring me something to do?

At least Murata is in here almost all the time, so I'm never alone ♥ But really, there's only so much we can do to keep ourselves entertained for so long with me in this condition...not to mention he now has a broken arm. Sigh.

Also, if any of you feel like sneaking food to us, it would be much appreciated. I've had to force down so much soup that I think I'm going to die from lack of solids, which is stupid because I don't have a cold! I guess Giesela thinks that I'm going to get tired if I have to chew real food or something. Whatever, it's stupid. Bring me food!

And now...now I'm going to take another nap.

I really want my maryoku back.

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[15 Apr 2006|02:53pm]
[ mood | terrified ]

I wish I could at least remember doing it. Maybe if I could remember, I could keep it from happening again. But the last thing that I was aware of was bathing in the public baths with Yozak and Greta and we were talking about being able to float on the water..

And then I woke up in the infirmary extremely dizzy and covered in dirt.

Apparently I went on a rampage of sorts and aniue finally stopped me by raising soil to cover me. The state of the courtyard certainly verifies this.

If any of you need to talk to me, I'll be in bed for a week. It's boring, but I feel so weak when I sit up I can't really imagine being able to walk well if I tried. I suppose that's what happens when you get so close to completely exhausting your maryoku.

I'm sorry about scaring all of you. I...I didn't mean to...

I don't know what I'm going to do now.

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[11 Apr 2006|12:18am]
[ mood | clean ]

I've had plenty of thinking time and I now plan on returning to the castle promptly.

I made one brief stop on my way back to clean up my appearance and both Murata and I will be returning as soon as possible.

I'm...I'm sorry for making all of you wait so long.

Apparently I will be staying in aniue's room as I can no longer stay in Yuuri's. So I'll have to move all of my belongings out of Heika's chambers and deposit them elsewhere for now.

I wish I could stay with Murata but aniue says that he won't allow it because we're not engaged :\

I have a feeling that all of this is going to be very awkward.

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[05 Apr 2006|01:33am]
[ mood | homesick ]

I never thought I'd actually put all of that stupid herbology I had to study to good use.

At least I know the difference between what to use for wounds and what's poisonous.

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[04 Apr 2006|01:35am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Really, all of this nonsense I've been reading about sending search parties out after me...

There's no need to. I'll come back when I'm ready. I'm absolutely fine.

I just wish it wasn't raining. I had planned on setting up camp nearby but now I can't.


Oh well. I'll live.

I want you to find me.

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[03 Apr 2006|11:43am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I have done something unspeakable.

I'm sure that all of you will find out what it is soon, and then you'll understand why I have disappeared.

I'm not running away. I just don't think that it's in the best interests of Yuuri his majesty for me to stay. All I would do is hamper actions and make things awkward. I'm doing what I think is best for the castle. If I'm not there, then you can all continue as you were.

Apologies are in order, though:

Weller and Yozak: I'm sorry if this ruins your wedding. I really had approved of the two of you being together, despite anything I said.

Aniue: I know that you're going to ask me to come back right away, so I'm apologizing in advance for that. Also, I'm sorry for the time that you're going to waste sending people to look for me.

Greta: I'm sorry for being a horrible father. I love you. I really do. I'll be back, okay? I just need some time alone. Be a good girl and listen to Yuuri while I'm gone.

Yuuri Heika: ...is there really anything left to say? We ruined it.

I've left my uniform behind so no one will recognize me as a soldier. I've also taken a horse that is not my own.

I promise that I'll be back in time. I really just need some time alone to recollect and figure out what I'm going to do with myself. Obviously nothing can be like it was before.

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[31 Mar 2006|12:21am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I...am not feeling well at all.

Nothing to worry about, I'm sure. Just a small stomach issue.

I just wish it wouldn't keep me up.

Maybe I'll go for a walk around the courtyard.

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[28 Mar 2006|10:50pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

I can't believe that my brother Weller and Yozak are getting married. That...it doesn't even...I mean...

Okay, it's been pretty obvious that they've been together, and I certainly have nothing against two men being in love and everything, but honestly..

THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED BEFORE I AM. How long have Yuuri and I been engaged?? It's just wrong!

But at least someone's happy.

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[19 Mar 2006|08:44pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I would suggest that none of you bother trying to locate me tomorrow around noon. I have an appointment with a certain Sage.

I would also suggest that none of you bother trying to locate him after my return. You'll only find ashes.

What a fool.

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